This is about no fancy dreams but a serious wish. A dream that has worked upon me for years. There goes a million thoughts when she talks about her wishes to be in one of those well known places. Paris is the one favourite place for her. And I have made it my dream too.
But is that enough? It is about those days when we barely knew what we are in person and that we can be the same offline as well. It is about how she imagines her future with me and include me till the time death make us apart. The kind of lifetime goals she set along with me has made me believe that this one girl is the one for me. The right one. How she can be bossy and scold me but cannot even stand my friends speaking rude to me. You know the intensity of care and love it shows when she is perfectly possessive for me? It is indescribable! This is the point where I call her dreams to be our too. This long distance can keep us away but we are the one in mind. 😊
It is no joke when she talks about standing with mebeside Eiffel Tower and have her best kiss. That is where this idea of roaming in the streets of Paris, living our days in a vast room and have our meals away from the land where we belong. The place where we can walk streets and I can rest my hand on her lower back, like wanderers to walk a thousand steps more to let not these conversations in different countries ever end. No matter whichever the land be I wish a walk around Eiffel Tower be the best of her life and with me. The amount of happiness I have been asked for is like a dream come true and for lifetime memories. This one is gonna rest inside the bottom of her heart. 💝
It was no ordinary trip but the one which I knew I will remember forever. No matter how many lives we go together but the first time everything was out of the universe. Hitting my aura in a million pleasant ways, how you fell on my shoulder midway towards our destination, slept in my lap for hours to escape the disturbing noises and held my hand every morning you woke up! Travelling with you did not just bring happiness but also the realization of belonging to each other and how you only wish to tuck in my arms when the night gets darker and the world is a place of silence. I could hear you taking my name times when you had to change sides and when you wishes for a tender hug to pull you out of bed. In a million lives to come I will not be able to describe as a person or whatever I become in my births, how I felt travelling with your for the first time, unpacking our bags and realizing that we have to be ourselves and no one will watch us how reckless we can be at times and end up collecting bits and pieces for each other to help out.
Was I paused at that moment? That night in a bus riding home passed real quick with her. It was like a “Now and then” moment. I guess that’s because of her tender touch. How I knew that it is a difference of just few more hours to live my days in noisy city life and mountains are not we are taking home. A part of us wished to talk and a part of us was exhausted that we didn’t realize it was already 6’o clock in the morning. Now the difference of hours turned to two-three hours and my heart skipped a beat when I realised we will be together but there would be a million more between us to reach out to each other.
After an hour or two it was this smashing sun light on our faces and mountains were long gone (at least it seemed so). Knowing the fact we are to continue with different life styles but the same feelings for each other we held our hands tighter and squeezed fingers! I wish I could pause that moment and relive those moments passed with her again.
After all these years of dreaming it seems that dreams are not just for dreaming, writing about them and complaining. It is more about being practical and working seriously on finding ways for it to happen. I feel pity for those who give up on dreams saying, “Life is apart from these things. Let’s just be real and get a job or get into some serious business”. Was it a joke that you dreamt about yesterday? If you can’t determine to make things happen and put some efforts then it will just be dreams the way you call it. 9 to 5 is something that everybody ends up doing but is that your thing too? Remember how you talked about ideas and implementing them? It doesn’t even take a second to change your mind but changing concepts of your life is something which cannot be done so easily. I don’t get it when people are stuck and in a relationship, struggling for other things too, they always blame love for their failures. I believe that love is never the reason you are stopped from anything until and unless your choices are right. There are trials and errors in you way and that is not because of anyone but yourself. Keep working, keep dreaming and fulfill dreams. Thank you! 😊
After talking about caressing her hair and see her eating every meal in front of me was no less than a bliss. I don’t know whether we bring goals to people out here or just a sweet relationship. I am surely inspired by the immense power she has and how she can control lives but controls only mine. There is no doubt that her qualities which are bold are not tempting. If pretty faces, thin legs, flat tummy, small noses, long hair, long heels etc is live these days then for me she is more than love. You are the one! I adore you. 😊 ❤️
If I have to pick up one out of a million faces to adore then that would be yours. No matter how other girls get ready and apply their mascaras but the way you get ready only for me I cannot even find a place in heaven where someone would do this much for me or I think don’t even need someone when I have got you. The biggest difference between you and others is not just that they are young but also they are not you. They cannot cover me with sheets when I fall asleep while travelling or they cannot wait till I complete my dinner. I realize things you do and things you have done for me are more than what I asked for. Just like debts of parents I have debts of a lover. My lover who never steps back from showing what I mean to her. I wish I could be like you. You may think you are not as beautiful as other girls (like many girls think about themselves) but for me it has always been you. You are the one for me! 😊
One of my favorite things about her is the way she smiles with all her heart. Teaching me lessons to live my life to the fullest she has always been so adventurous about her life. Not just that but out of the blue she knows where to hit her cupid’s arrow! Times when we fight like the biggest enemies of each other, she has always been the one to ask me, “Maggie khaayega?”. She and her ways of making it up for me always drive me calm. Where this snow was busy in melting as fast as possible we were trying to catch a glimpse of every melting inch of it till our hands freeze red. If this what happiness is then I may go on writing about her.