When was the last time I read a book in your arms and had a cup of coffee in the same blanket? I don’t remember it. I can’t think of anything other than your skin sliding on me and giving me sensations of how love feels like when it is touched. I am practically weak but emotionally weaker. I miss our incomplete drinks with your lipmark on it and how I travel back home with my handkerchiefs used by you. Every nail of yours left the fragrance I can experience only with you. That is your fragrance and nobody else’s. The dark of nights close in the same room and we make fights instead of love and dawn shows up with your hair tangled in my fingers, our eyes swollen out of sleep and voices low. I can hear you saying, “I love you” which replaces your “Good morning” wishes in a very very pleasant way. The ample amount of life force that comes along with you moves me miles to have each glance of you. It is a very weird way of loving I know but I do. More than anyone has done this to you. 😊
For what is the distance when love can travel for itself? From days where it was all alive on the verge of electronics and now that we have grown up so far we see how much we are about being ourselves than being what we want each other to be. I am in love with how challenging it can be to hug you from here and how our karma can be a bitch but I am in constant process of revolution. I want to make sure that an every inch of my way towards you should be worth remembering. What is more exciting is that to the places where we have been together, those places call me. Everything about you on this planet attracts me more than anything. Did I tell you that we are two opposite poles guiding different paths but who are we without each other? I am a bunch of words unsaid and you are a bunch of hidden emotions. How we still be together? It is the verge of losing someone who is not even half a percent similar to anyone in the world. How can I let go a person with whom years have turned to celebrations and the wait of her became better. You are unlike me but I can’t wish not having enough of you. It is still seems like a moment when these years cross my mind and what we did for each other. It is like yesterday you were preparing for your high school and today you are graduated. Hey, we are in love. 😊
I knew this one is gonna make me cry out the tears of departure. I knew this won’t be about just a glass of another drink. How the trip ended up with sips and deep conversations with you. My hands numb and barely I could get away from the warmth of your hugs. Every place where we go leaves a great impact because of you. How on the Earth I can go at the same places without you? If I ever have to, every step will remind me of you. How packing your bags for another day was a day closer to be away again for days and not meet like this. I have never had cravings this bad to be with you. I have been years away from you but living with you are days of magic which I can still not believe that it happened. How you wake me up with your hand caressing my face and those, “Good mornings!” felt like this yesterday or ever before. It is different everyday. No honey, I am not high on Vodka. I miss you! 💝
When I take her name there are a million thoughts on my mind at a time. This is a sign that you are most influential person in my life. Seven years down in a lane if I look at how we started as random Facebook friends and here we are. I never believed in myself this before you. It is a lie if people have told you that you cannot do something. If you can move another person with such strong life force then you can do anything in your life. How you made me a person I am today from a person with no goals. I guess people should have a partner like you for this varocious attitude of never giving up on what I am doing. I still remember how you said that you haven’t done anything you just help me. I wish I could have all your great qualities (including mine blush). These may be the most common things anyone could tell you but how I mean it in front of the whole world that this girl can move me man! You are magic. Thank you for being the way you are. 💝
This is about no fancy dreams but a serious wish. A dream that has worked upon me for years. There goes a million thoughts when she talks about her wishes to be in one of those well known places. Paris is the one favourite place for her. And I have made it my dream too.
But is that enough? It is about those days when we barely knew what we are in person and that we can be the same offline as well. It is about how she imagines her future with me and include me till the time death make us apart. The kind of lifetime goals she set along with me has made me believe that this one girl is the one for me. The right one. How she can be bossy and scold me but cannot even stand my friends speaking rude to me. You know the intensity of care and love it shows when she is perfectly possessive for me? It is indescribable! This is the point where I call her dreams to be our too. This long distance can keep us away but we are the one in mind. 😊
It is no joke when she talks about standing with mebeside Eiffel Tower and have her best kiss. That is where this idea of roaming in the streets of Paris, living our days in a vast room and have our meals away from the land where we belong. The place where we can walk streets and I can rest my hand on her lower back, like wanderers to walk a thousand steps more to let not these conversations in different countries ever end. No matter whichever the land be I wish a walk around Eiffel Tower be the best of her life and with me. The amount of happiness I have been asked for is like a dream come true and for lifetime memories. This one is gonna rest inside the bottom of her heart. 💝
It was no ordinary trip but the one which I knew I will remember forever. No matter how many lives we go together but the first time everything was out of the universe. Hitting my aura in a million pleasant ways, how you fell on my shoulder midway towards our destination, slept in my lap for hours to escape the disturbing noises and held my hand every morning you woke up! Travelling with you did not just bring happiness but also the realization of belonging to each other and how you only wish to tuck in my arms when the night gets darker and the world is a place of silence. I could hear you taking my name times when you had to change sides and when you wishes for a tender hug to pull you out of bed. In a million lives to come I will not be able to describe as a person or whatever I become in my births, how I felt travelling with your for the first time, unpacking our bags and realizing that we have to be ourselves and no one will watch us how reckless we can be at times and end up collecting bits and pieces for each other to help out.
Was I paused at that moment? That night in a bus riding home passed real quick with her. It was like a “Now and then” moment. I guess that’s because of her tender touch. How I knew that it is a difference of just few more hours to live my days in noisy city life and mountains are not we are taking home. A part of us wished to talk and a part of us was exhausted that we didn’t realize it was already 6’o clock in the morning. Now the difference of hours turned to two-three hours and my heart skipped a beat when I realised we will be together but there would be a million more between us to reach out to each other.
After an hour or two it was this smashing sun light on our faces and mountains were long gone (at least it seemed so). Knowing the fact we are to continue with different life styles but the same feelings for each other we held our hands tighter and squeezed fingers! I wish I could pause that moment and relive those moments passed with her again.